Gesture studies dump: January 6th – January 19th, 2017


Hazel in social swimwear, and another thing

Frankly I criticize myself for never doing enough pin up art these days. I drew up a cheesecake pose, and considering What was appropriate for general view for each social site, I themed swimsuits to cover up for appropriate appeal (in a perfect world, nudity would be a chill an accepted thing. But until then, good folk are gonna have to work for it, lol)

White maillot for me, I find them more sexy in hard to sell reasons, but I have to defend myself on Tumblr’s piece on it being an attempt to satirise what is acceptable on Tumblr… Frankly, they get away with “more” on there… And hard to satirize when the audience’s blood is rushing (don’t deny it)

Last and frankly more relevant to me, I may redo this concept in the future; better pose and more extensive variety and wit

This one was made for me
For Facebook
For Instagram
For twitter
For Tumblr (those kinksters)

2016- Anxiety, stress, dependencies, suicidal depression

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This year has taken a lot out of me. I am left with the damage from the experience of this year and a struggle to reclaim ground in my business as an artist. I can only hope nothing like what happened this year will happen this year, but if sources, facebook rants, and that godforsaken buzzfeed prove something, next year is just going to be a repeat of the problems this year had.

I hate being alive sometimes

Tundra (Orcs Must Die! Unchained) fan art Birthday piece, and me mixing up birth dates

(this is going to be a nightmare to see and final post, posting it from my cell phone)

So originally I had believed I made a error in making a piece of art for a friends birthday. With the termination and I pushed myself to finish his birthday too and I thought originally was a day late… turns out I was a whole week early… And I have to apologize to her friend for missing their’s.

But at least I got myself a watercolor peas done in what feels like an eternity. And the best part is I got it done so I can mail it to them to arrive on their birthday instead. Just living in the irony of getting their birthday wrong and feel like a dumbass, but honestly not the worst thing to screw up.

Oh and the character is Tundra, an anthropomorphic polar bear wielding ice magic to help fight against the horde of orcs in an awesome MMOBA called Orcs Must Die! Unchained (I highly recommend friends check it out, and play sometime)

Doodle dump catch up

I’ve fallen off updating this page, but there are few who still follow me here exclusively that I wish to keep up to date with.

2016 has become the worst year of my life, so many ways that are personal and directly dangerous to my life. But I’m still here in the end and I’m still trying to make art in spite of it. Here are some drawings I didn’t get to upload before…

Lucy Cometh (revision)

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Sat down to redesign my Muse Of Destruction at Mestizo Coffeehouse (Salt Lake City). Good day, still wished I got more done

also I am proud to say I got this to look like scanned quality from just rendering a photograph of the image from my cellphone! I feel like I don’t need a scanner anymore… but I’ll still keep one around, hehehe eh he…

Lucy is created and owned by Matt “Wretneck” Billingsley ©2014